so full of myself

i was driving home one day, face-to-face with the last set of traffic lights before reaching the safe haven of home. all of a sudden the saying "you are just so full of yourself" came to mind. not that i am pissed with someone else, but i think this is a rather apt description of ME! yes, lately i have been getting this feeling that i am too engrossed with all things me, and i want out. surely there must be more to life ... and i have also been getting visions .. not of the predictive type .. but visions of normal everyday stuff .. like multi-colored M&Ms when i am thinking about some issue / matter ... strange ... very strange ...